[MercuryT]

If anyone wants to know, Amiltripaline still best for me.

Older drug for mental health but a good one (just imo)

I was doing a bottle of Vodka and 12 beers a day for 6 months.

So yeah, fair bit of damage done (i still can't feel feet or arms due to nerve damage). I never drove or got aggressive etc though as I'd never hurt anyone else.

I'm not yet right, but I'm trying to move on : )